Monday, October 6

Have You Groped Yourself Today?

While stalking Sammi's blog I came across her post about breast cancer awareness month. When I was 20 I went to the OB/GYN for a check up. After reading my family history and seeing that my maternal grandmother died young of Ovarian cancer, and my mother had Colon cancer she told me that I'm pretty much high high risk for breast cancer. What a nice thing for her to say huh? When I was in junior high I had to go to the DR for a breast cancer scare. Thankfully after a few ultrasounds it was just dx as "lumpy breasts", I forgot the medical term for it, LOL. Needless to say giving myself exams is extremely difficult. Hard to decide the difference.


While pregnant with my 2nd child I came across 101 Reasons To Breastfeed and right there in the top 5 was this...

Reason #4: Not breastfeeding increases mother's risk of breast cancer
Many studies have shown that women who breastfeed have lower risks of developing breast cancer. Recently, data from 47 studies in 30 countries was re-examined. The study group concluded that the incidence of breast cancer in developed countries could be reduced by more than half if women had the number of births and lifetime duration of breastfeeding that have been common in developing countries until recently. According to the analysis, breastfeeding could account for almost two-thirds of this estimated reduction in breast cancer incidence.

Jernstorm, H et al "Breast-feeding and the risk of breast cancer in BRCA1 and BRCA2 mutation carriers." J Natl Cancer Inst. 2004;96:1094-1098

Lee, SY et al "Effect of lifetime lactation on breast cancer risk: a Korean women's cohort study." Int J Cancer. 2003;105:390-393

Collaborative Group on Hormonal Factors in Breast Cancer (2002). "Breast cancer and breastfeeding: collaborative reanalysis of individual data from 47 epidemiological studies in 30 countries, including 50,302 women with breast cancer and 96,973 women without the disease." Lancet 360: 187-95

Zheng et al, "Lactation Reduces Breast Cancer Risk in Shandong Province, China" Am. J. Epidemiol. Dec. 2000, 152 (12): 1129

Newcomb PA, Storer BE, Longnecker MP, et al. "Lactation and a reduced risk of premenopausal breast cancer." N Engl J Med. 1994;330:81-87


So I decided that if breastfeeding will reduce my chances of getting it then I'm all for it. Selfish I know ;-P

Hey not too selfish! Just 2 spots down is this.

Reason #6: Formula feeding increases baby girls' risk of developing breast cancer in later life.
  1. Women who were formula-fed as infants have higher rates of breast cancer as adults. For both premenopausal and postmenopausal breast cancer, women who were breastfed as children, even if only for a short time, had a 25% lower risk of developing breast cancer than women who were bottle-fed as infants.

    Freudenheim, J. et al. 1994 "Exposure to breast milk in infancy and the risk of breast cancer". Epidemiology 5:324-331

That concludes my PSA for breastfeeding, LOL!

Anyway, I thought I would share Sammi's blog post about this website that gave me a chuckle.

OCTOBER IS BREAST CANCER AWARENESS MONTH

"So I thought I'd pass along one of me favorite websites that promotes Breast Cancer research and awareness. It is Save 2nd Base. Isn't that catchy name?? Go check them out. Half of all their proceeds to go The Kelly Rooney Foundation.


So ladies, go feel your boobs :)"

...off to feel my chi-chi girls!

Friday, October 3

Philosophical Friday - I LOVE YOU

I often wonder if my children and my husband know just how much they mean to me. If I was to die tomorrow how would they remember me? Rich and I disagree on how much we should tell each other, "I love you." He believes that I should already know how much he loves me, so telling me every time we get off the phone is unnecessary. I, personally, can't hear those words enough. Still gives me butterflies to hear him tell me that he loves me, for no reason. If he were to get in a car accident on his way home today I would be so sad that I didn't get to hear him say I love you just 1 more time. I know he loves me, but honestly sometimes I can't recall the last time he said it.

Sometimes my 5 year old presses my buttons, ok, more than sometimes, and I don't know if I am telling him how much I love him as much as I am telling him to stop talking so much and to quit being mean to his brother. (Wow was that a run on sentence or what?!) He is my first born and we will always have a special bond. I was pretty much a single mother for the first year of his life. He depended on me for everything. He was, still is, so sweet and kind hearted. I just feel like I'm always on his case. So if I died tomorrow would he remember the stories I read to him. Our snuggle times. Or will he think of me as the mean mommy who was always nit picking him? Do I tell him I love him enough?

My greatest fear is losing another child. Losing Gracie was hard but not unbearable since I had not yet made memories with her. I did not know her personality. I honestly think I would die if I lost anymore children. My mom used to tell me that if my brother or I were to die to put her in the casket with us. Now I know why. Sometimes when I'm laying in bed at night thinking I start imagining these horrible "what if" occurrences. "What if the house catches fire tonight? Will I get to the kids in time? Will I be able to save both or will I have to choose just one?" ACK! It takes my breath away and makes me so ill and sad.

I don't know why I'm blogging about death. It really was only supposed to be about telling the ones you love just how much you really love them and are grateful they are a part of your life. So to those reading this...How often do you tell the ones you love just how important they are to you? If you died tomorrow...would they already know?

Yea so I made up my own "meme" LOL. Well at least I think I did.
-I have googled it and it's official, I did not make up my own meme, LOL.

Wednesday, October 1

Brothers Scrap

Bare with me, I have a baby on my lap.

Anyway, I did another scrap today. It's my favorite so far. I'm getting better at this!!!

WORDLESS WEDNESDAY - Remanicing




Found this slideshow I made preJosslyn.

(Make sure my music is turned off before watching)